my love road

Im back

2005-08-17T01:44:00.000-07:00

Last update was very long time ago...Such fun being together with Fauzi....Enjoy my life.Filled with laughter every moments..Now,i won't be so naive....Be understanding and trust toward him is all he need.... 4 more months and Insyaallah we will be celebrating our 4th year anniversary... Tomorrow he is schooling early in the morning..meeting him in the afternoon at 3.30p.m maybe for work...Argh~~ This is our routine if you wanna know...School and work..No much on Leisure and stuffs..Just blast of laughter is damn good enough to build our relationship to be more stronger each and every second....

*Luv u Og*

Me DULU and SEKARANG...

2005-01-14T21:50:00.000-08:00

Aku dah berubah!!Orang yg kenal aku rapat jer dpt tau perubahan aku... :)
Dulu aku selalu pegel2 dengan Fauzi.Tak paham situation sebenar die..Aku selalu pikir yg die tu tk endahkan aku.Selalu busy main bola,klw nk bebual mlm msti lmbat ard kul 11 coz mak die will bising..So,tat time aku tot that he nk kol pompan lain...Cepat jealous giler babs punyer..i myself dunno why...!! Always tknk bertolak ansur...Selalu nk menang..Selalu mengamok tk tentu pasal,tk tentu arah...! Frankly speaking,bnyak kali aku TERnangis sebab geramkan abt him...Every night i will be angry coz get damn frustrated when he wanted to sleep early ataupon nk keluar dok dok ngn kwn..Die pernah bilang tkkan aku tk percayekan die after 2yrs plus matair,but then aku sendiri tkle figure out apasal perasaan aku tu mcm..Pernah la sekali dua aku try berubah nk paham segala-galanya,tpi memang tkleh..Geram jer bile bual ngn die.Macam semua tk kene! Nanti ader jer yg nk aku besar-besarkan cerita.. Even though that stuff was like meeting him friend ataupon nk p main bola kat padang near his house...That time aku tibe2 pikir lain..As if ader org yg hasut aku that he is going somewhere else! haiz~~ Masih teringat whenever aku pegel2 dgn dier every night,i will slam down the phone without saying bye ataupon without ending the conversation with a proper manner..Then,bile die kol balik,i will shout at him and say that i dun wanna hear his voice and wanted to go to bed..Klw die tk kol balik pulak,nti sart la merepek aku..Msg die yg bukan2 like saying that i wanna go out to meet my friends or even worst,i tell him that i really hate him..*sorry*
Kadang2,i will be angry till then next night,but mostly the next day biler im cooled down.. And he will still be the same,means mcm tk mrh or wat la...Cume always tell me to really understand his situation and also menguatkan lagi yg die tu benar2 jujur..I really can't lend my ears to all his words~ Buat tk dgr jer..Lebih2 lagik when he start to tell the "story" about his soccer stuffs...! mcm nk hempas jer tu talipon ataupon nk jerit sekuat hati!!!!! argh~~~ :p

Tapi now,the year 2005,mungkin jugak new year resolution aku,to change myself in a sense that i really need to understand that Fauzi is really damn interested in soccer...So in this year 2005,i tell myself that "KLW JODOH TK KEMANE.." i myself realise that i really change! Tk dpt dinafikan that my perangai is much more better compare than last time..Skrg,simple,die klw rasa rindu,nk kol,disilakan kol..If rasa busy and really can't kol me,i really won't mind this time round.. :) At night,klw da nk put down, i just say "ok" and put down baik2...Die pon tekejot sey....he says that i really change...! da tk geram when he wants to go out or to football.. Aku lgik kater "take care kat bola nti"...Dulu tkd tu mcm sey... :)
Aku sokong die by tgk die main bola and ask about teams yg gerek2...Rally felt cool this time...hahaha...!Da tk pegel2 very night and tk pernah nagis lagik since the year 2005 arrives...... :) Mungkin selama 3 tahun aku knal die,itula masanya untuk aku memahami dan mengenali dirinya lebih rapat...Selama perhubungan kiter yg selalu aku geram2 or marah2,itu semua maybe titik permulaan kot..Tu saje jer nk menduga kesetiaan dia..Alhamdulillah,nampaknyer die memang betol2 sabar and setia...Sampai sekarang,da masok 3 tahun lebih relationship kiter + ups and downs,akhirnya tuhan tunjukkan jalan untuk akuy mngatasi masalah aku dulu! hehehe...Ksabaran die ader balasannyer,dan tahun inilah,2005,telah tertulis.....
Insyaallah aku akan try untuk mempertahankan semua yg da kitr bina same2 la... Klw tkd aral melintang,sapela tau jodoh kite panjang,"Abeh tak tau!" hahaha..... :p
*Luv u Og*

His choice..

2005-01-09T22:30:00.000-08:00

He just can't say "NO" to football....

.......

2005-01-09T18:42:00.000-08:00

"senyum malu Sangsi di hati debar tak menentu Ada satu cahaya dari wajahmu Berdansa mesra asyiknya rentak melodi Kau bawakan ku ke dunia baru Terserlahnya keikhlasan di hatimu Haruskah ku turut kata hatiku Dulu, tiada arah menentu Jauh, tak berpaling lagi, ku pasrah"
*Luv u Og*

thx 4 lending me ur heart...

2005-01-04T14:04:00.000-08:00

Terlukis hakikat insani
Dari cinta lautan jiwa
Satu pengzahiran rasa jelas di mata
Satu lakunan di pentas dunia
Ini kisah yang tidak berbingkai
Dan bahasa yang ternilai
Kita renangi bersama lautan nikmat
Sampai ke pulau segala keramat

Ayuhlah kita pulang
Dendangkan lagu kasih sayang
Hilangkan keraguan terangkan kegelapan
Apa yang ada di langit dan bumi
Adalah satu curahan cinta kita tak terperi
Aku hanya menumpang kasih melihat keindahan
Menjamah kebahagian
Dan berterima kasih atas kurnia
Yang tak terhingga

3 yrs..!

2004-12-29T13:23:00.000-08:00

Celebrating my 3 years with Fauzi....! Went to eat at this place.. :) and then went to watch movie....We watched "Eternity Blade"...Cerita shiok giler!!!.... happening sey....! :) then proceed to pasir ris..thought nk jln2 tepi laut,tapi pikir2 balik,Gelap,gerimis, macam tk style..! hehehe...
Then kiter patah balik,go to esplanade...Beli aiskrim there and then duduk kat tepi situ.....~~ Banyak org2 yg sewaktu dengannyer...hehehe...
Then we went home at 11p.m....I was so tired....! :) But,I really enjoy myself....!!!! Thx to him who blanja me all stuffs...! *Muakz*
to be updated!!! :p
*Luv u Og*

2004-12-22T17:50:00.000-08:00

6 more days to go..! you can do it Gma...hehehe!!
Today Og is working...Poor him... He got his pay juz now and after cutting his hair he says he got not-so-much money left...he wanted to go for a movie tomorrow but i think he should save it for 28 right? :)
Yesterday we talk on the phone for not too long coz me myself is tired! always he is the one to ask to put down the phone,but yesterday i was so tired... we slept at about 11+ i tink.....So this morning i thought i would woke up early...! but,i woke up at 11 instead.... :p Og has went out to sent rempeyek to his cousins' house at Hougang early in the morning...I went to iMAN at 12.20 noon to attend the school stuffs....reached home at about 3 and kol Og.. "Die mandi" waited for his kol then..He kol me up at 3.20 and says that he wanted to go to work.. i will give hi a kol later at 11p.m.... haiz~~ now,im gonna surf the net and look after my sister only...Nothing much to do at home.... :(
Juz looking forward for tomorrow!!!
*Luv u Og*

2004-12-20T11:29:00.000-08:00

Today is 20/12/2004.... 8 more days,i will be celebrating my 3 years with Fauzi..... Alhamdulillah~~
Harap tkd ape2 halangan dan rintangan during all this days.... ;p
Or life going on well this few weeks...He is busy with his football and im busy with my work,so nothing much to say with each other during our busy time.... 28 haribulan nie,first sekali kiter plan nk p mkn kat Sakura or something like that...Kiter tk pikir jauh.....hahahha...kental kan? tapi takpe,asalkan bahagia...Then kiter tukar idea nk p duduk2 and then stroll along the beach....alahai~~romantic la tu.... hahahaha!!! then last sekali kiter plan p esplanade....! ramai org kater sane gerek.....pikir2 balik,ye tak ye....kalau dpt naik bot nyer pon best jugak sey.... wateva it is,really looking forward to this Tuesday...! :)
*Luv u Og*

Marah Bukan Sifat Ku....

2004-12-08T19:01:00.000-08:00

**Seandainya kehadiranku membebankan dirimu,relaku undur biarpun hubungan kita hanya setakat teman..**

Ku tidak pernah meminta mu
Untuk mengasihi ku
Dan apatah lagi mengasihani ku
Juga tidak sama sekali

Kusedar sebenarnya kita tiada pertalian
Cuma satu arah serta satu tujuan
Mencari keberkatan-Nya
Aku terkenangkan
Saat manis dulu
Tak pernah kau meninggi suara
Bila bertanya

Keras hanyalah luaranku
Lembut tetap di dalam hati
Marah habis setakat itu
Tak kubiar berpanjangan

Biar aku berdiam diri
Dengan hati yang remuk redam
Kau tak usah lagi bertanya
Tak ku bersuara

Aku masih mampu tersenyum
Walau hati terluka
Mungkin hari ini duka untuk aku
Esok belum tentu

2004-11-16T20:39:00.000-08:00

Hari Raya dah tibe....! ye ye..... nmpaknyer ribut la tahun nie nak jln raye ngan fauzi.. Kiter plan nk p jalan sesame naik bus sewa..! ramaila kawan2 die mestinyer.. *malu* hehehehe....Kiter ader planning 3 kali jalan sesame...1st:Ke rumah Mama Juminah,rumah abg mamat ngan sedare2 rapat die...2nd:"Rombongan naik bus sewa dgn kwn2 skola,ke rumah guru-guru yg sewaktu dgnnyer....3rd:Loving-loving couple dengan kwn2 skola and budak2 luar..... ;pNie jr yg kiter plan....mukin ader lain or,mukin ader yg dicancel....hahaha..... pokoknyer dpt kluar sekali cukop la....ader 2 baju sepasang dengan Fauzi,Orange and blue...! sepasang la tu kirekan.....hehehe....touching kan...! :pHari nie die sibuk kluar ke rumah-rumah sedare-mara die and ramai jugak yang datang ke rumah die sndiri....Tadi die kol aku jap,punye lah bising!! rmai pendatang la tu..! hahaha......So far.our relationship nie ok,cume ader sikit salah faham last 3 days....itu kisah lama and sejarah hitam kiter....aku dah lupekan semua...... Harap tk berulang...amin.....
p/s : klw die tk syg,tkkan kekal 3 tahun? eh? p/s ke nie?? hahahaha
wateva.........i hope kekal lah eh mok...wakakakak....
*Luv u Og*

Gurauan Berkasih

2004-11-03T09:55:00.000-08:00

Usik mengusik, semakin lama menjadi rindu
Hati merindu, asyik merindu
Tersentuh rasa, tidak terduga timbullah sayang
Andai tak jumpa, menjadi dendam

Gurau gurauan masih terasa dalam bayangan
Setiap detik ingin bersama memadu kasih
Apakah hati dah gila bayang
Merindu kasih, darimu sayang

Andai ketara rajuk dihati
Jangan sampai merosak cinta
Andai payah merawat rindu
Hadirlah hadirlah sayang

Rindu dendam bisa terubat
Andai sudah bertentang mata
Pasti kasih berpadu
Terlerai rindu di hati

Indah dirasa
Waktu berkasih
Kita saling merayu
Merindu di angin lalu

Ingin ku sentuh hatimu sayang dalam rinduku
Moga kau tahu hebatnya cinta di hati ini
Sekian lama, memendam cinta
Payah ku rasa menyeksa jiwa

Gelora cinta mengkhayal rasa dalam angan ku
Setiap waktu hanya namamu mekar di kalbu
Sayang menyayang ceria rasa....
Antara kita tersimpul kasih

<>
nevermind...juz tangkap lentuk 4 a while...later meeting him to Geylang..Wanna buy some stuffs for Hari Raya such as buttons,lace n things like that....Maybe look around some shops to grab ingredients for kueh! i wanna make some maybe.....Fauzi told me to make one cake for him at his house! OMG...paisey la....nevermind,let me see if i got time okey... :p
oh no! i've not search what i wanna wear later...so....better search em' now!
*Luv u Og*

A bit abgry but still loving u..

2004-11-02T14:23:00.000-08:00

Today im a bit pissed...He makes me a bit angry....Juz dun understand why he suspected me..! Someone called him but quickly slammed down the phone before he reaches it..So,he suspected me....He called me up to ask wether it is true,however,i say NO,coz its not me! isn't that sooo obvious?! So he says "babi btol la sape yg kol tu mcm..mak bpk tk ajar pe siak..! bodoh semacam" and all the stuffs....so i juz said"dah la...bulan pose ni biar la u..tk baik kate tu mcm..."
and he asked me again wether i did kol him at home juz now....im a bit angry but i juz kept quiet coz i knew he is irritated by the calls juz now..i said NO again....but i did kol him thru his hp..I kol him twice...Before that,i msg him but he did not reply...so,i kol him at his hp to make sure he is not asleep or something... i did tell him the explaination but he take it wrongly... he thought that i wanted to check wether he is koling another person or not..therefore he suspected that i did kol him at home to see wether it is available as he got only one line....But all seems 2be a micscomunications....hm.... Then he tends to say again"jdik u la ni yg kol kan tdi?" im angry! so,if he did suspected HARD on me,why does he have the cheeck to say the mly words stated above in italic..? so it means he did says that my parents dun teach me? or he means im farking irritating? or maybe im a pig to him! or he juz can't stand with my behaviour?? Eh hello my dear Fauzi,i did not do that ok...if i do,i'll admit it! mind ur words...dun blame me wen u urself did not have any IDD call to prove me wrong okey! he is irritating....why he blame me? it is obvious that he throw his tantrum towards me....Juz imagine,he did say all bad things,then he says its me... so he did means that im what he says a few minutes ago...yeah? really im one? if i am,i won't even like to TOUCH the selendang ok..I dun like to broke pple's heart,but i always hold this words "i won't trouble people unless troubles me"...It doesn't seems that u troubles me,but yes u did trouble my heart....Im sad coz ur words are surrounded by thorns....it gets into me and u did not realise...don't u? U juz end up the phone as usual without saying "did i hurt u" or "sori" or something sweet.....yq~u nust know gals feelings....He just changed.....he changed! yes he did..i jus discovered juz now.....he dun look after my heart...He juz make sure that im alive...tats it,and not more....I dun care if u dun love me,but please say now,before its too late.....i hope u understand......
the Conclusion:Dun blame me wen u got no prove at all....... i hate that.....
*Luv u Og*

Kemarok eh??

2004-11-01T13:57:00.000-08:00

Fauzi juz bought a hp..*6610i* New hp,with his upgraded line..$88 only...Nasib dier la tu...Murah tau kirekan! "U...nk hp baru jugak!!" hehehe.....So,after buyin his hp,he is a bit different in lookin after the phone..He wipes it everytime he took it out,he really care for it...
He says he wanna buy the plastic cover..and new casing..hm... (ya,ya,new hp pe..) nanti step peluk tubuh,kononnyer da new looks la with his new phone....hahahah!!!! kemarok la si Og nie...ish~~ okla...overall,he really satisfied with his new hp...so now,i need not to follow him to all starhub outlets to search for his new hp!! :p
Fpr this post,noting much about our "love-road", but juz wanna NOTE down that his love toward me did not change...im very glad of coz...hope till the END....
*Luv u Og*

Andang Cinta Ku Menyala

2004-10-29T14:53:00.000-07:00

Ku dengar suaramu sayang
Memanggil-manggil namaku
Kudengar sendumu sayang
Di sudut anjung rinduku
Di ruang memori bisu

Kutahu kau terseksa
Meronta-ronta jiwamu
Bila kita tak berjumpa
Bila rindu tak bersatu

Begitu jugalah aku
Siang malam menunggu
Tak sanggup rasanya aku
Berjauhan denganmu

Berpisah denganmu sayang

Oh... dunia ini
Tiada bererti
Tanpa dirimu
Bila kau tiada
Kurasa gelisah

Oh... dewi hatiku
Gemala hati
Yang kurindui
Cintaku ini
Hanyalah untukmu

Kusayang padamu
Sepenuh hati
Kusayang padamu
Pujaan hati

Kusayang padamu
Sepenuh hati
Kucinta padamu
Pujaan hati

Biar berkocak air di kali
Biar meledak si gunung api
Namun rindu tetap bersemi
Andang cintaku menyala-nyala kembali
Andang cintaku menyala biar menyala

Berakit-rakit ke hulu
Berenang-renang ke muara
Bersakit-sakit dahulu
Mencari sinar bahagia......
Andang cintaku menyala

*luv u og*

Perubah siapa?

2004-10-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

Today,28.10.2004....Aku tau la memang tahun nye belum smpai 3 tahun..tapi kan date 28...Klw ye pon,at least ucap la "happy 2 yrs 10 months".....Ni,org da ksi clue kat keje tdi pon,tkde reaction.Ntah sengaje,ntah memang rase tk perlu,tak pasti la aku....Rase kecewa tu dah tentu sama sekali,tapi perasaan benci tu tk la....Cume rasa,kenapa die da tk mcm dulu.... Skrg nie,klw aku merajuk kire,mampos la ko,malas aku...Klw dulu,mati2 pujuk.....Klw part kol,wen aku trus letak,msti ring up balik..smpai la aku tk ngamok....skrg nie,kire,nk tarok,tarok la,tk heran.... Kadang2 aku rasa aku nie mcm dah berubah...aku ke yg berubah? berubah jdi baik tu aderla..... Tdi nie,aru bis bebual....Aku tau la die tu kerja,tapi besok kan keje petang.....lain la klw keje pagi.....kene bangon awal...ni keje kul 5...Alasan,"i nk kne kemas umah"....haiz~~ sabar jer la gma......Dugaan..... Mukin die betul2 jujur,cume aku ynag kurang paham situation dier... Boleh jadi ar...Rasa resah skali hati nie.....Gundah gulana tau dibuatnyer.....! :(
Rasa sakit hati bila ader jer perkara yng nk dibuatnyer bila bual ngn aku.....mcm2 perkara belum siap....Aku cuma harap satu......Supaya die betol2 jujur towards aku....! wlwpun aku bukan model ynag jambu2,aku tau aku dpt kasi kasih dan sayang.... aku harap die ingat bile 28.12.2004.....Klw betol2 die buat mcm hari nie,memang tk patot langsong! nk kne hamun agaknyer la tu...... Die dah tk kisah pasal hati aku...dah tk pandai jage hati aku...slalu dibiarkan aku mengubatinye sendiri...Kire,klw aku pegel2,aku la yang pujuk diri sendiri..kadang2 smpai nangis2 sendiri pun die tk pernah tau..(klw u baca srg nie,baru la u tau)....
pernah jerit sorg2 kat umah,pernah ngamok sorg......bukak radio kuat2.... tu semua og tk tau kan.......hati nie sakit,tkd org nk pujuk,terpaksela i pujuk sendiri.....Ape nk buat,nasib badan!!

Bila kau senyum, ku gembira
Bila kau sedih, ku menangis
Bagai taman rindukan kembang
Ku rindu wajahmu oh! sayang

Di mana saja kau berada
Ku kan tetap bersamamu
Walaupun jasadmu jauh
Namun hatimu dekat selalu

Walau duri halangan menimpa
Bila cinta ada ku tetap setia
Hanya dikau dan asmara
Membuat hidupku bagai
Dalam Syurga

Biar masa berganti masa
Biar pun musim berubah
Telah ku katakan padamu oh! sayang

Hanya kuasa Tuhan dapat memisahkan

Jika kau tanya pada rembulan
Mengapa cahaya berseri-seri
Tentu jawabnya kepadamu
Kerna dikau cinta padaku

Ku persembahkan kepadamu
Sekuntum bunga mawar merah
Kau terima sambil tersenyum
Kembang yang harum kau cium

Bila saja halangan menimpa
Kerna cinta ada ku tetap setia
Hanya dikau dan asmara
Membuat hidupku bagai
Dalam Syurga

Dua insan sedang bercinta
Dua insan berjanji setia
Telah ku katakan padamu oh! sayang

Hanya kuasa Tuhan dapat memisahkan

Poor him....

2004-10-23T00:58:00.000-07:00

Today went out to work a bit earlier at 2 to meet Og and went to the library... I've borrowed a book using Afini's card...opz...but haf not overdue okey..! hehe...
While siiting down,a pair of policeman passed by and.... "Can i haf ur identity please..?" i hand my ez-link card to the chinese policemen...One of em' is a malay guy... Juz scan thru our identity and then.."can i haf ur address?" I was not that scared coz used to be "scanned" by policemen out there...! hahah.... so,be cooool...
Arh~~this is not the main purpose...! Is this blog suppose to be "my love road"? so,actually, today, Fauzi is not feeling well...not sure wats the problem...He got a bad flu and running nose....poor him...sneeze and sneeze....! He still went to work and go on with his fasting...He says he got a bit headache and sorts...I was quite worried but wat to do,im not a doctor or something that can cure him rite...! :p I reached home at 9.40 p.m...he worked till 11p.m....Too bad..long hours for him today.. nvermind...$$$$ rite....? yeah~~ So,i did kol him and he says he is a bit ok coz have taken panadol...Told him to haf a good rest...Today never talk on the phone too long as usual coz he is still with his bad flu... So,i decided to let him rest.... "U,p tidor k....besok kol i klw da angon...take care k..." Got to put down the phone with a heavy heart....boohoo.... :( wakaka.... hm.....nvermind...once in a time...Ish ish........forget it...
anywae,take care Fauzi.... Wish u to recover fast ok.....

*Luv u Og*

Jangan Kau Ucap Selamat Tinggal

2004-10-22T11:58:00.000-07:00

I try to be the best among all girls out there,but i knew i can't make it coz i knew that i can't change myself in just a moment..Im not god..However,im trying my best to be the best....For now,all i can do is to win ur heart and take good care of you..Im not pretty to peoples' eyes but im sure i'll be the "prettiest" among all in your heart...! i promise...even though im not most of the guys' choice,im glad that u choose me to be part of ur life...thx! :)

Seindah sinar pagi
Ku pancarkan sinar ini
Semoga bersinar di hatimu

Selembut angin malam
Terhembus kasih untukmu
Hingga terbayang wajahmu
Percayalah sayangku
Hanya engkau ku cinta
Tak pernah aku berubah hati

Semakin hari (sayang)
Semakin hangatnya cinta
Sehingga membakar di kalbu

Jangan kau ucap selamat tinggal
Pada diriku yang setia
Tak sanggup aku untuk berpisah
Inginku hidup bersama
Cintaku hanya untukmu
Setiap hari kau ku rindu

*luv u Og*

Penghalang??

2004-10-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

Aku nk luahkan perasaan...! Aku Kurang senang dengan seseorang yang hadir dlm kehidupan percintaan aku ini....Apakah kehadirannya meninbulkan kerenggangan antara aku dan sidia..? aku hrp tidak..! Aku akan cuba ambil hati sidia sehingga aku dpat kembali segala-galanya... Walaupun tidak kelihatan belang wanita tersebut,namun aku pasti ada sesuatu disebalik segala gerak-gerinya..! Hentikan semua itu wahai wanita jalanan! Jangan kau ingat kau boleh memperbodohkan aku.. Mungkin kata-kata sidia dpt melegakan hatiku,namun itu hanya buat seketika...Aku terus menerus kehilangan arah tujuan... Aku harap kasih syg Sidia terhadp ku tak akan berubah biarpun dugaan dtg melanda....Akan ku buat hidupmu susah buat selama-lamanya seandainya kau sanggup mengambil sidia..!! akan ku tetapi kata-kata ku ini!! jangan kau sangka aku ini cukup kerdil pada dirimu....! takkan ku biarkan dia lepas......

"KAULAH PENENTUNYA SAYANG..."

Tersurat kehidupan
Telah ditentu jalanan
Namun jangan seali menyerah

Di antara kenikmatan
Ada terselit kepayahan
Semuanya cabaran

Dunia tak bersalah
Manusia yang mewarnakan
Cerminlah diri sendiri

Perjuangan berlarutan
Begitu tafsiran hidup
Tewas jaya di tanganmu

Tiap ada cita-cita
Tabah digegar dugaan
Dunia di tanganmu

*luv u Og*

2004-10-19T22:10:00.000-07:00

Pertama kali ku mengenalimu
Kau menyapa ku senyum malu
Sangsi di hati debar tak menentu
Ada satu cahaya dari wajahmu

Berdansa mesra asyiknya rentak melodi
Kau bawakan ku ke dunia baru
Terserlahnya keikhlasan di hatimu
Haruskah ku turut kata hatiku

Dulu, tiada arah menentu
Jauh, tak berpaling lagi, ku pasrah
Ada cinta membara di jiwa

Lihatlah dunia, berikan ku semangatmu
Sucikan kembali jiwaku
Ada cinta terjalin antara kita
Gelora asmara hanya sementara

Tersenyum indah alam semesta
Ada cinta antara kita

*Love u Og*

Rindu Dikala Resah...

2004-10-19T19:49:00.000-07:00

Rindu sering berubah serta bermusim
Bila rindu melanda timbullah hiba
Resah mencengkam jiwa
Di kala berduka menyapu air mata

Bagaikan pelaut di tengah lautan
Sendirian pula menempuh gelombang
Ku mencari jalan pulang
Ingin berlabuh di tepian

Seluas harapan terbentang
Sedalam lautan ketakutan
Ingin aku
Merebahkan kerinduan ini

Bila ku melihat kedalam diriku
Ternyatalah aku punya kelemahan
Bagaimana untukku berhadapan
Dan berbicara

Terimalah keikhlasan hatiku ini
Walau di matamu oh kecil nilainya
Aku tak sanggup lagi berjauhan
Perit ku rasakan

Dendam?

2004-10-18T11:17:00.000-07:00

Aku benci sesorang ynag bernama Rita....Nie nama pendek...nama panjang tk dpt disiarkan,takot2 ader yg terasa.... *Sape yg makan chili,die lah yg terasa pedas*
so,KAKAK Rita kite,klw la awk tebace blog kiter nie,hrp awak sedar lah diri awk tu..! hm.. bukan nk membanggakan diri sendiri,tapi awak dah membanggakan ape yg kiter ader sekarang..... maceh la banyak2.... *muakz* nywae,hrp awk dpt carik jantan yg sesuai dgn perangai awak tu la eh...! hrp awk paham KAK Rita syg oi... anywae,jgn pisahkan aku dan og okey... (msti dlm hati KAK rita kiter ni,"tk heran la"...tpi aku tau,perasaan dendam awk tu masih meluap-luap..kan? wekekek)hrp awk bertenang eh gal... slmt menjalani kehidupan sulit awak..... *luv u Og*

Luahan...

2004-10-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

Aku dah matair ngan Og for almost 3 years..Break patch tu memang ader,tpi aku anggap tu sume tk hadi in our love calculation...Walaupun die ader matair in between kiter nyer break,aku anggap semua tu tk wujud dlm hubungan kiter...! pgi mampos ngan pompan pompan yg jadi matair die sewaktu kiter break dulu....aku tak kisah ape korang nak kate,tu korg peh pasal...kat sini,blog aku,aku peh pasal k....korg nk luahkan perasaan jugak,buat blog sendiri...muahaha....! anywae,motif aku nari nak bilang la,yang perasaan aku nie kadang2 rasa takut klw klw si fauzi ni buat hal...means entah ader gal lain ke,ataupun curang la gitu.... Tapi kan,herannyer, aku slalu yang merajuk merajuk ataupun buat hal...dulu memang hal aku tu mcm kol laki2 lain,ataupun contact in any ways ar dgn dorg...Skrg ni,aku tk uat tu sume, cume aku slalu pegel2(geram2) dgn die...tanpa sebab tau.. tak tau la kenape...Tpi die orgnyer tetap saba....Teringatkan balik,rasa takut tiba2 meluap2! takot die mintak break..... :( mesti sedih kan...touching la tu... aku cume harap yg die ni setia n jujur... mukin aku nie jeleous sgt tak? kuat jeleous la aku ni kot..... boleh jadi ar... tpi aku hrp leh berubah ar satu ari nanti..... *im sori fauzi if i really makes ur love life in a mess...i promise i will change on day*
nmpaknyer sampai disini jer buat kali nie..to be updated ya...! *luv u*

2004-10-18T08:48:00.000-07:00

Sandarkan Pada Kenangan

Kenangan manis kau dan aku
Takkan terhapus
Duri ranjau dalam bercinta
Lumrah dunia

Sayang menyayang
Cinta dikenang
Perasaan menjadi rindu

Ohhhh...
Lihatlah diriku yang kehilangan
Tanpa kasihmu sayang
Siapalah aku

Sayang menyayang
Saling percaya

Punca kasih berpanjangan

Ohhh.... oh...

Mengapa kita harus bersengketa

Kerana fitnah dan salah sangka

Apa yang telah terjadi pada kenangan

Sememangnya aku tak pernah melupakan

Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci

Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan

Marilah kasih
Kita saling sayang menyayang
Kalaulah ada benci
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan

Apa yang harus kita lakukan

Kita sandarkan pada kenangan

Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci

Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan

Buke

2004-10-18T08:41:00.000-07:00

Morning...! nanti nk p jumpe Fauzi....kiter nk p buke same2 later....Maybe at downtown East,mkn ikan pari bakar dgn soup tom yam...! wah..... maybe lepas tu kiter nk p geylang,tpi lom sure,takot tk sempat...Klw tk jadi,kiter p jln2 kat tampines jer... later i wanna kol him...Sekarang nie tengah tido....! pemalas....bangon nye lambat...! Anywae today die belanjer tau..! wakakaka..... thankz og...! :)

Suci Dalam Debu

2004-10-13T14:46:00.000-07:00

Engkau bagai air yang jernih
Di dalam bekas yang berdebu
Zahirnya kotoran itu terlihat
Kesucian terlinding jua

Cinta bukan hanya di mata
Cinta hadir di dalam jiwa
Biarlah salah di mata mereka
Biar perbezaan terlihat antara kita

Kuharapkan kau kan terima
Walau dipandang hina
Namun hakikat cinta kita
Kita yang rasa

Suatu hari nanti
Pastikan bercahaya
Pintu akan terbuka
Kita langkah bersama

Di situ kita lihat
Bersinarlah hakikat
Debu jadi permata
Hina jadi mulia

Bukan khayalan yang aku berikan
Tapi keyakinan yang nyata
Kerana cinta lautan berapi
Pasti akan kurenang jua